I read “barreling towards a single unified personality”. In my efforts to be “myself” and “different” without a care actually just makes me feel out of place and unwanted. How do I maneuver or tangle myself out of this single and unified sameness that is pushed on us. The walls seem to be coming in or caving in. I’m trying to push the walls as they squeeze me in a single file line with others.
Paula, meet Salomé: https://spiritualsoap.substack.com/p/for-when-youre-sick-with-everything